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Posted on August 22, 2021 06:08 AM

Hii <3 I haven’t posted in a while so I thought I’d go through my camera roll from the past year and reflect on how I spent my time in 2022 💛🍋🦜🏵 My findings were quite interesting and slightly disappointing✨ ENJOYYY!!😽💋🍄🍭🌹✨🌲🌚🎸🎲🎰🛸🗺 JANUARY 2022 RECAP 1. Bought a cool light for my apartment and did a face mask 2. Felt a bit sad this day - until I found this in a cafe. I ended up picking out the exact message I needed to hear! 3. Tried to be and take off my acrylics. Regretted it immediately 4. Read a book about manifesting wealth in my life so I decided to pre order a $90,000 Tesla 🙃 (update: I still do not own a Tesla) 5. Discovered mac Miller 10 years after everyone else. Immediately fell in love 6. Tried to sell this used Boy Scout shirt for $100. It’s a year later and it’s still for sale 7. Thrifted this epic shirt (I was in my stoner era) 8. Did some DIY toe projects 9. Not sure who I sent this to but I was probs on mushrooms 10. Discovered that if I pull my sweatpants 1/2 way down my a$$ and take a pic from this angle it gives my toosh a plump and juicy lewk January productivity rating: 2/10

Posted on January 29, 2023 01:01 AM

AUGUST 2022 RECAP 🍃🦖🐛🎢🎠🥰🥳🍕🌈🌏🪐🌳🍉🥝🏕 this was overall a very successful month and I owe it all to this book I started reading called “the angel experiment” by Corin Grillo 🦋🧚⚡️✨ Aug was filled with MAGIC, RAINBOWS AND THE DISCOVERY OF PUSH UP BRAS 🗺🏴‍☠️🍈🍈 1. Took a mirror selfie 2. bought a push up bra!!!!!!!!! Not sure why I never owned one of these before?!?!?! BUT HOLY SHIT I HAVE SOME GREAT BOOBS! I think we all know what “Victoria’s Secret” is after all…. and to think I used to always be self conscious of them. I’ve literally done them a disservice by keeping them in normal bras my whole life. Never again 3. Discovered red lipstick 4. Found more abs on myself! 💪🏽🏋️‍♀️✨ I felt really strong and beautiful this day. I just wish I realized I was beautiful even when I didn’t look anything like this 5. SAW THE MOST BEAUTIFUL RAINBOW EVER. I asked the universe for a miracle this day. And it certainly delivered 6. Sat in my room for 2 hours trying to take “casual” photos of myself lmaooooo - I thought the hair grab at the end would make it more <>> 🤨 7. Moved my bed back into my bedroom. Regretted immediately. I think I moved it back into the living room after I took this 8. Went through my childhood things and found out what 5 year old Abby wanted to do when she grew up 😭😭😭🎡🛹🛝🎠🏞🎢🎟🌸🌺🌻👧🏽 I cried for a while after - I’m the same person I was in kindergarten. Just a little bit older and now I own a push up bra :) 9. Donated all of my belongings AGAIN. okay if you’ve read any of my other recaps you’ll know that at this point I’ve donated about 15k worth of brand new things in the span of 4 months …..Yes the couch went too…. & yes I know I have mental health problems hahababab I’m dealing with them 10. Made healthy decisions for my mind and body and quit my addiction to Mary j 🍃🍃🍃🍃🍃💨💨💨💨 Overall productivity level for august was a 10/10 pretty self explanatory with finding the new bras and all.

Posted on January 29, 2023 06:01 AM

DECEMBER 2022 RECAP 💙🦋❄️☃️⛷🧤🌨🏂🎿⛸🎅🏿✨🌹🌚🎄💦❄️🌈☀️🌝 so by the time December rolled around I had already slipped into a deep depression and there was no helping me. I also couldn’t cope my usual way (shopping sprees and then donating everything 😂) because I was broke 😃😄😄 here’s some things I did to pass the time while I waited for my sadness to go away: 1. I put a picture of my younger self next to my bed 2. Changed my family Netflix profiles to various black men 3. Found a picture on instagram that I resonated with 4. Got a number from ANOTHER girl at work and started to question my sexuality yet again. I get more digits from girls then guys and honestly at this point I don’t even think I like men 5. Found a quote I resonated with 6. Found a pic from 4 years ago ✨✨✨ I put my DEEPEST DESIRES on this piece of paper and hung it on the wish tree 🌲🌈⭐️💫 it’s funny looking back thinking that this is all I wanted at the time and I thought it was impossible to achieve 😂 EVERY ONE OF MY WISHES CAME TRUE! ~ the cash part is a bit of a stretch but I would consider myself pretty lucky🍷🦞🍴💰👩🏽‍🍳 Im certainly not the best waitress by any means but I’m a MASTER FINESSER I KNOW DAT FOR SURE 🤣💸 MAKIN THEM BOYS WALLETS BLEEDDDD 🩸🔪💉😈 7. Tried to become an egg doner and make 10 racks 🪺🪺🪺 but I got denied. Probs bc I was too good looking - the parents didn’t want their kids coming out looking better than them. So understandable 8. I organized my fridge. Most of this got wasted 9. Got complimented on this fit by a very sexy man. Honestly that one interaction snapped me out of my depression almost completely 10. The money I normally would spend on friends and family went to paying off my credit cards/ unpaid rent. SO I DID THIRFT-MAS THIS YEAR!!! 🎁🎄🎅🏿❄️☃️ I thrifted just about every gift. Family members got old baby dolls, used mugs, puzzles that were missing pieces and weird paraphernalia that only I thought was funny December productivity score: again 10/10 because I managed to make it through the month AND that egg application took me so long

Posted on January 29, 2023 12:01 PM

NOVEMBER 2022 RECAP!! 🍂🍁🍃🌲🌙☃️🕊🥶❄️😰☃️☁️🌧 honestly I was pretty depressed and I cried everyday. I felt very alone and sad :( The month prior I was wandering through the Brazilian jungle transcending space and time…talking to aliens and Jennifer Anniston via telepathy ☄️👽🛸🚀🛰👩🏽‍🚀 and then all of a sudden I was back home in AMERICA (🗑😷💩) and I WAS A HUMAN again :( when I came back home I went back to waiting tables…I was broke….had 10k of credit card debt….got an eviction warning on my door (key word. WARNING HAHAH) and I couldn’t relate to ANYONE 😃😃😃 BUT NEVERTHELESS I PERSISTED 👑👸🏽💅🏽 AKA I Smoked a lottttaaaaaaa weed…like at least $700 worth…Shed a lotta tears and did my best to integrate all the things I learned the month before… <<>>> 1. Hugged/kissed lots of trees, talked to some leaves, went on many nature walks and tried to communicate with the moon (moon did NOT talk back to me btw 🙃) 2. Had to fight off my stalker “Shan” whom I met in india. He was honestly a great guy and he gave me a ride on day #2 but he was too clingy #boybye 3. Got addicted to the devils 🥬 again. I needed to cope with being back in the real world. It can be a scary place sometimes. Especially for sensitive souls 😢🫣 4. Made a post retreat vision board…if my life doesn’t look like this. I don’t want it 👋🏽 5. Had a mental breakdown and got bangs. Regretted immediately 6. Found a shirt I made when I was little that made me laugh 7. Started crafting. It was suppose to help numb the pain of being a human. Turns out it doesn’t 8. Tried to get into baking but then realized that I had NO SILVERWARE OR BOWLS OR PANS BECAUSE I DONATED THEM ALLLL WHEN I WANTED TO BE A MINIMALIST IN SEPTMEBER !!!!! ARGFG$&@#%!!! 🤬🤬😡😤 9. Took a pic of my stomach From a low angle 10. at this point I’m embarrassed to say. But I went on ANOTHER shopping spree and donated everything shortly after. November productivity score 10/10 because I made it to December and I didn’t get evicted 👏 yay!

Posted on January 29, 2023 10:01 AM

OCTOBER 2022 RECAP! 💖🏰🌸🌄 THE MONTH OF ANCESTRAL HEALING, GORGEOUS BRAZILIAN MEN, SELF LOVE AND JUST PURE MAGIC 🪶🦚🦜☘️✨🫧🌬 🥥🍌🌹🌸🌺🌈🦄🌝🌴☁️🌍🦁❤️ this was probably the best month of my entire life and I owe it all to myself 😂🤣👏 so shoutout to me for making all my dreams come true. This month I finally realized that I AM THE MAN OF MY DREAMS! ITS ME, BETCH! IM THE ONE IVE BEEN LOOKIN FOR ALL THIS TIME! 👑👸🏽💞 so again, shoutout to me for being the daring, intuitive, brave woman that I knew I always was. I love you girl! 1. I wore my curly hair down for the first time and despite the look on my face I felt really beautiful:’) 2. Took a 8 hour bus ride from Spain to Portugal with my brother and sister. They are always kissing on the lips tho 3. Arrived at my ayahuasca retreat in Brazil and got to eat the most delicious vegan food for 9 days (in between the vomiting and fasting) 4. I sat with mother ayahuasca for 4 ceremonies. During those ceremonies I >>> met my spirit guides (one of them being Jennifer Aniston🤣), traveled through space and time, healed ancestral trauma, uncovered memories from 20 years ago, spoke with people who passed away, cried, threw up, laughed, threw up some more, saw my past present and future all together in one place, travel to “hell”, traveled to “heaven” - realized it’s all just in your mind and cried some more 5. Casually met some kindred spirits 6. Started reading one of my favorite books to date (audiobook is easier to digest) 7. Healed, evolved, learned, prayed and meditated some more 8. When the retreat was over I stayed in Brazil a little bit longer…Everyone was so gorgeous, kind… warm and free spirited. I felt at home 🏡🪶🌺 9. Flew back home to boston and updated my bedroom door. I wanted to remind myself that before I came into this human suit I choose my parents, my family, my circumstances .. everything 🌀♾ And I couldn’t have done it without them 👸🏽🤴🏿🧑🏽‍🎨💁🏽‍♀️🐶🌹❤️ 10. Went back to my job as a waitress and took a pic of myself on the toilet October productivity score: 11/10 🧚🏼‍♂️

Posted on January 29, 2023 09:01 AM

SEPTEMBER 2022 RECAP! This was the month where things started to get interesting for me. 🌸🌺🌻☘️🌼🍂🌱🪷🎋✈️🏎🌠🌅🚌🌆🌄🧳🚕🗻 A WHOLE LOTTA PLOT TWISTS, POOEY PANTS AND IGNORING MY BILLS AT HOME WHILE I EMBARKED ON A LAST MIN TRIP AROUND THE GLOBE (well it was suppose to just be india but that didn’t work out for various reasons) ✈️✈️✈️ 1. started the month out w/ a shopping spree - a week before I was suppose to backpack in the Himalayas… I Decided to pick up some nice things I knew I could never wear in their country 🤣🙃⁉️🤨 all clothes have since been donated 2. Saw a dead animal on my woods walk and started to cry 3. Dropped my sister off at the airport for her backpacking trip around Europe and didn’t think I’d see her for another 6 months 4. Felt like a real backpacker In my gear. I think I took this pic while boarding my last plane to India - STILL didn’t have my accommodation booked so at this point I was COMPLETELY FUCKED 🙃🙃🙃 5. Arrived in india. and this was the first and LAST video I took there. as we all know I lasted 4 days there (after a series of unfortunate events such as pooing myself and not seeing any other woman) 🤣🐮🐄🇮🇳💔 6. Arrived in Spainnnn! Plot twist! I crashed my sister/her lovers romantic europe getaway🍝🥫🥐🥖💶🏰 7. Discovered mini scarves! Hannah Montana vibes all the way 🌸💞💖💗🎀💄 8. More pretty spain pics 9. Reunited with my sexier/funnier half 10. Found a rose garden in madrid and started to cry when I saw this old couple because they were so precious! At this moment I swore to myself that I would never settle in a relationship unless it was nothing short of pure magic ☁️💋🪄

Posted on January 29, 2023 07:01 AM

JULY 2022 RECAP 🍑🐯🐅🦁🥕🏵🥻🥭🧶🦧✨🌚🌹🌺🌈🦋🌻💫🌝 July was a spicyyyy🌶🥵 month filled with lots of magical adventures, food poisoning, slutty mirror pics and inner healing ✨✨✨✨ 1. I payed a visit to my friends sanctuary for birds & I tried on her camo costume 2. I spotted abs on myself for the first time ever! Hot Pilates my ladies 💦💦 3. Went to the beach and danced in the rain 4. Bought more stuff for my apartment after just donating everything I owned 5. I started smoking weed again 6. This photo is just funny because of the things in the background which I didn’t see till now 7. Got violently sick 3 mins after having The best grilled cheese of my life 8. Made a 🍄 tea and went to an amusement park. So many things went TERRIBLY wrong this day 🤣🤣 made this brew a lil too strong to say the least 🌀😵‍💫😜🤪🎡🛝🎠🎢 9. Made another vision board lmao 10. Took a picture of my butt from a low angle July productivity 10/10 not sure I did anything productive but i def felt hot this month and I had fun. So that’s enough for me 🔥

Posted on January 29, 2023 04:01 AM

JUNE 2022 RECAP 🦋🥶💙🐳🦕🌀🧞‍♂️🧵🪁🌚🌊🌎💧🐟 overall this month was spent healing my trauma from the Christian church, tanning and stealing letters from my neighbors doors (see post #10) 1. Went to the beach and thought my boobs looked nice 2. Discover the root of my trauma around sex and relationships 3. Tried to heal Trauma with various books 4. Bought some new bikinis and felt cute 5. Got terrible news about my Tesla I preordered. Turns out they won’t give you the car if you haven’t paid for it … 6. Got another violation. Surprise. Surprise 🚩🚩🚩 7. Went though another manic donation phase and gave away just about everything i owned 8. Made a vision board of sexy men and circled a few select ones ?!? Not really sure why I circled them But I still haven’t met anyone who looks like this in real life. Tbh I think I AM the hottest man in boston. 9. Found a tweet I resonated with 10. Noticed my neighbor had a bunch of letters on their door and they’ve been there for legit A MONTH (but I could hear their baby inside the apartment)….. so I kinda sorta accidentally took one of them to see what was good 🤣🤣🤣….. turns out they owed $5k in rent BUTTTTT thank god I opened because when I traveled for a month in October they inspired me to do the same and also not pay my rent. So shoutout to my neighbors in #305 for inspiring me. Sorry for stealing your mail 💙💜💛💚🧡 June productivity score 9/10

Posted on January 29, 2023 03:01 AM

MAY 2022 RECAP🍯🎂🍭🌹🌚🌸🌺🌈🦋🌷💧☁️ May is my bday month and usually I hate my birthdays because I feel like I have no friends but this year I was reminded that it’s quality > quantity (probs something someone with 2 friends would say lol) 💜🦄☯️🧘🏽‍♀️🪁🧞☪️🪄🧚🔮 1. Moved my bed into my living room. My bedroom got turned into a meditation space which I never used 2. Went to the beach and felt hot 3. Felt sad this day and turned to a random page in my bible (light is the new black by Rebecca Campbell) Knowing me I probs finished reading this page and immediately started looking up spiritual communes to move to 4. My girl jill threw me the most beautiful birthday party ever right before midnight 🥹 I was reminded how loved I am (when I first met her I got so high I convinced myself that I was gay for her) still question it. 5. And she bought me cake!! <>>> 6. Got sent the most beautiful flowers from a man. Things ended tragically 🤣 but at least I got some flowers and an ice cream machine 7. Thought about cutting my bangs 8. Went to a super fancy restaurant 9. Got scouted to work for this venture capitalist company. Realized that it was an UNPAID position. I was able to somehow negotiate $50 an hour. I quit after my first day because it STOLE ALL THE JOY FROM MY HEART💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔 - but I was proud of myself considering I don’t know what venture capitalism even means. 10. I paid a $55 parking ticket. Now I only owe $765 in parking violations :) May productivity score 10/10 (because I paid a parking ticket. HUGE win for me)

Posted on January 29, 2023 02:01 AM

APRIL 2022 RECAPP! APRIL SHOWERS BRINGS MAY FLOWERSSSSS! 💵💸💰🤑🪙💚✅🍀🌲🌱🌳🥦🗽❇️♻️THIS WAS A VERRYYY good month for me. Mainly because I met someone who supported me financially but It didn’t last long 1. Went on vacation and found a magical deserted beach 2. Found my life motto 3. Was going thru my octopus phase until I realized how smart these creatures are. I don’t eat puss anymore 🐙 4. Discovered some old keepsake 🥰 5. Redecorated my apartment for the 20th time that week 6. Tbh not sure what was going on in this pic. But im sure you can put the pieces together if you try 🧩 7. Had a nice tuna lunch at work in the closet 8. Shoplifted this sign (and repented after) 9. Someone gave me the most over the top review at work 🤣🤣 But I’m pretty sure he tipped me 500% so that’s all I cared about 10. Took up hot Pilates and did my first class while on molly. I mean with my friend Molly April productivity score: 8/10

Posted on January 29, 2023 02:01 AM

MARCH 2022 RECAP 💖💓🌸🌺💝🎀👙💄🧞‍♀️🍬👚🦩🎟 this was definitely a solid month despite my financial problems 💸💰💰🤑⚡️✨ 1. Despite making more money than I knew what to do with I managed To spend it all before the month started. I thought changing my iPhone background to dollar bills would make me rich. Turns out I was wrong 2. Did some more mushrooms and talked to this shell for about 6 hours in my bathtub. I learned a lot that day 3. Went to a butterfly exhibit and thought it was going to be magical. I instead just got hit in the face with a bunch of bugs for 2 hours 4. Discovered Robert Pattinson 10 years after everyone else. Made a vision board of him and convinced myself that we’d fall in love one day 5. Bought a bunch of expensive face oils - thought it would make me rich (the more money you spend the more you make … right?!?!?!?! 😅😂) 6. Met a Libra (can’t remember who it was tho lol) or it was Robert Pattinsons sign. 7. Tried to take up pottery 8. Found some old baby boxes & realized that I’m more like my mom than I thought <3 organization is a LIFESTYLE for us. 9. Tried to get back on my celery juice grind but remembered that I threw away my juicer when I went thru one of my manic buying / donating frenzies. So tried to do it by hand. Failed terribly. March productivity level: 6/10 (mainly because I discover rob. It was a huge win for me and my sexuality)

Posted on January 29, 2023 01:01 AM