My little brother, this one hurt me. I never felt so numb in my life. I didn’t play about you on or off court when it came to any altercation. I’m sorry I wasn’t there . I am sorry I wasn't there to protect you. I have been struggling mentally all year with other stuff but this got me overboard DB .why you ? . You never hated on a soul, all you did was smile and play around all day. I’ll never forget when you called me every time you wore the same number as me on the court. That really made me feel great as a person every time . You wore 52 this year and told me “ look big bro we both rocking ugly numbers this year 😭 “ . I will never be the same without you here. I feel like I am living in a nightmare trying to fight off the urge that you're not here with me anymore . I promise you will always have a spot on my heart forever devin. I’ll rock that number 52 until I’m done playing while you smiling down on me , rest easy baby bro we will meet again ❤️
